爱情

很突然的，
就想有一个人来爱我。
很想有那种：
被爱的感觉
被幸福包围的感觉
被我爱的人抱抱
很突然就想被爱~~
可是偏偏就没有。
可能是太渴望了
希望不想再有这些欲望了
专心读书吧~~

Monday to thursday(this week)

i feel that got someone is in using me~~
i hate the ppl do this kind of thing...
oways said infront be good things,
bhind me den said bad things.
wat kind of ppl???!
the ppl oways make me angry
after i angry,im ok aldy~~
but the ppl next day make me angry again n again n again
until i DL the ppl==
haiz...
i think so dissapointed==
but now i wont care abt this thing aldy
the ppl is using pls think urself wat should u do lah~~
dint care abt other ppl~~
i think bcoz of me talk abt it~~
make all ppl not like the ppl le==
i like so sampat><
i wont care this~~~
i wont black-ing my face~~
i wont feel sad  or DL~~
start frm monday i have my new life n more hardworking in my new sem~~
hope my fruit family oso^^

I will RMB this kind of bull shit or BITCh~~

u think urself pretty?!pui~~
the face like shit the brain like garbage
the sound like bitch if u go do pelacur
old old uncle oso dun1 ark~~
hope some day u get rogol n rogol~~
the rogol person i will thanks u veli much~~haha
hope ur result like shit n fail!!
dis kind of bad gurl u will have bao ying~~
i wan wait n c~~
bad until like dat i 1st time c==
u think u bigger than me i will scare pui~~
i dun1 argue with u oni~~
if i wan argue u will cry~~
den not my business aldy~~
oways make the voice like bitch~~
wan do faster do lah~~oways fa qiao at there~~
seii bat po!!!!i will rmb u~
shit bull shit garbage bitch idiot people~~
go die lah~~at dis world jus waste the place oni!!!
n make sound pollution~~hope 1 day u get pregnant den i happy~~
hope 1 day u go suicide!!!
i will bside u do party!!!
go die bull shit!!!!

Assignment cum again~~

sem2 assignment is directed at me~~
the illustrator is killing me T.T
do many times aldy but sometimes can sometimes cant==
aldy do 3 hours dunoe wat i do==
haiz....
english communication oral presentation oso like dat~~
still have tamadun islam,color studies,photography n intro of art~~
is killing~~
2day feel so sad~~bcoz
when the lecturer call us 2 do the self potrait i cant do well T.T
the whole class lecturer said good but me~~not like u~~i rili so sad~~
i rili like graphic design~~but i cant draw wellT.T

13.10.10我要记着你！！！

倒霉的一天==
讨厌这一天~
吃了两片猪肉干==
超讨厌。。。
眼睛又痛
嘴唇又敏感又痛
头又痛~~
很闲的咯~~
很很衰咯~~
咳~~

爱。

我已经麻木了。
我已经不再想了。
我已经没希望了。
我已经不想知道了。
我已经心如止水了。
我的心是空的。

last week.....

last last week sick 4 days==last week i at hospital sleep 4 day 3 nite coz dengue fever T.T it's tragedy for me...6 pack of 点滴....the needle so long inside my hand~~so scary n pain T.T
now i hate hospital....after body check many thing cant eat== after dengue oso many thing cant eat eqaul 2 eat vegetarian jor==......sienzzz....in this 4 day 3 nite my mummy is so care abt me~~i love u my lovely mom^^n my lovely daddy~~haha~~