2day 2010 moon cake fastival~~

3month din drive now 1st times drive go gym~~nothing happen...
but 2nd times wan go buy something kena hon a lil bit wan accident jor=.=
kena ppl scold T.T feel so scare 2 drive haiz~~but then i cant give up lolxz=.=
i think myself drive so dangerous~~haha
2day moon cake festival nothing special ~~now i jus wait my little little cousin call
me go play canddle n tanglung oni=.=
that's all~~haha

Me...recently do wat?feel?

Recently i...
wan DSLR...
everyday go gym...
everyday improve myself
everyday keep fit
everyday sleeping
feel wana go Hong Kong
feel i wan be a tourist guide^^
wana go travel^^
sometimes feel down
sometimes feel sad
sometimes moody....
everyday feel wana buy thing
feel happy bcoz next sem got car drive
haha
feel scary abt exam result....

原来。。。。。

我现在才知道我心里是很多原来的。。。

原来，

我并不幸福。。。

原来，

我在这世界上没人重视。

原来，

人往往就是互相利用。

原来，

世界上没真正的感情。

原来，

我是没有人疼爱的人。

原来，

在口中说疼我的人，
都是虚假的。。。
我今天才知道其实很多原来。。
我真的不想知道这些原来。。
T.T
我很想知道几时我才会摆脱，
这一切一切。
这一切一切让我很心痛，
我的心好像被你们一刀一刀的刺下来。
请你们不要让我心如止水。。
我现在的心情就像雨天和阴天。
到什么时候我才会变成以前的晴天？

我现在的心情～

我现在的心情。。
超级down。。。
因为发生了某些事情～～
一言难尽。。。
我现在的心情。。
还比死了爸妈还要崩溃。。。
我听到了我不想听到的东西。。。
咳。。
为什么人一定要有情感。。
如果上天要拿走我一样东西。。。
我会选择，情感。。。
如果认真的没有的话。。
我就不会哭 不会心痛。。。
在我的世界里。。
没人可以让我觉得安全或幸福。。。
这个世界让我知道，
人，
是自私的。。
人，
往往不会去感受到别人的情感。。
虽然，
有些人会在口说我没自私。。。
可是，
你明明就有。。。
却不承认。。。
有时候我会在想我们人类生存的意义是什么？
为了一颗渺小的生命？

Sour~~

Sour??
not taste de sour~~
is feel so sour now......
someone would not trust me well....T.T
i so sad that they not trust me T.T
now my heart feel so hurt n sour.....
u all r the 1st person hug me n love,
when i birth,
but u all stil not so trust me...
but bcoz of this lil bit things
i can feel it...
i so sad that's....
my heart sour...
my heart sad....
whole day moody...
cries many times oso no use....
bcoz will not settle it...
hope i can remove dis feel~~
if my brain like memory card can delete or format...
i think i will format at all...
i dun1 remember anything in this world...
can becum a new person...
start from zero...
i think this method is comfortable 4 me
right now~~

Finish sem1~~~~

end of this sem feel so scary n relax==so confius~~feel scary bcoz of the exam result==~~feel relax bcoz of have 1 month holiday~~haizzz~~
have something oso make me confius bcoz is i duno whether i nit 2 change college or nt?bcoz i think now my collge not so good in this 3 month i cant learn something abt graphic design oways give ppl said UR WORK HORRIBLE!!!U SPOIL MY MOOD!!!!REDO!!!n so on~~i so sad hear but i biasa aldy T.T but then we have nice group is D5!!!wakaka~~D5 group member r nice friendly n co-operate each other~~no ppl LC sombong jealous or compare marks~~that's why i was so happy abt our D5!!!D5 yeahu^^if i going change dunoe can meet something like this kind of groupmate or nôt T.T but haven make the decision whenther wan change or not~~But then i so happy i wan thanks my all groupmates n Brenda^^ u all make me happy n fun n enjoy^^bcoz of u all i can 4get every bad thing or sad things^^hope u  all enjoy ur holiday^^i so glad that i can recorgnize u all^^haha~~

7.8.2010 have nice n tired day~~~~

Survive in KLCC

At V2 cc~~

6.8 10.30pm me,shapo,dai ka jie n kei....go V2 play SDO hahaha~~play until 1pm oni bac home~~haha~~yesterday have tired day.....around 2pm oni go KLCC PC fair....hahaha PC fair ''people mountain people sea''....'(人山人海)haha....i go PC fair wif mei, sha po n ah kei....oways 4....haha but happy tooo....after we reach we cant find where r the pc fair== walking around the klcc....go up n down the escalator==like at play the escalator....hahaha finally noe the pc fair at exibition hall==exibition hall have long corridor or street from KLCC==so tired== after go inside the fair oso people mountain people sea....i saw the people buy thing like no nit money....2 hand full of thing==then kei wan buy dell com den we go find atm until i veli tired==walking there walk here....we walk the long corridor 3 or 4 times==until my leg pain!!bcoz of find the atm we oso take the escalator like playing the escalator==tired.....finally find dao the atm BUT have a long n long n long line==.......

 after buy the laptop our hand oso full bcoz kei buy laptop==after that actually we wan take taxi go times square but nit 2 save money then we walk to timesqure== so so super tired from KLCC walk 2 times square!!!!after reach there we go eat BBQ Plaza haha~~but not full neh~~but not bad loh~~haha...after we bac wangsa maju around 11.30am aldy...then we rest a while around 2am me,shapo,kei go BRJ eat supper bcoz bbq plaza not full==around 3am we oni bac home....den we playing chating until around 6am oni sleep at parlor== coz dai ka jie aldy sleep our bed......T.T